Im the luckiest girl in the world.
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Words are just words. They mean absolutely nothing. This is something that I realized today. How often do you hear people say “ I’ll never leave you” or “ we’re going to be together forever”? Then after awhile those words mean nothing. Actions speak so much louder than words. If you want someone to know you are never going to leave them… Show them. Today I lost the love of my life, but more importantly my best friend. Reflecting on our past it’s hard to tell where exactly it all went wrong. I know we could argue forever about who’s fault it was… But in the end I think there are things we both could have done differently. I’m hard to love. Being with me requires so much patience. Losing you damaged me. I’ll never be able to love the same way. I don’t know if this was the right decision, but what we were was not healthy. I know you’ll find better and it’s ok because you deserve it. You deserve the whole fucking world and more. I hope you find someone that you can be proud of. I hope you find someone that builds you up not tears you down. But mostly I hope you can find happiness in this shitty world. Through this last four years I’ve learned so many things. Thing about you, me, life and just lessons. With you I felt so many different things. But one things that I felt throughout everything, every good and every bad, was proud. You never failed to make me proud. I know someday you will do amazing things. I’m so glad I was able to tag along for four years of your journey. I will always love you and that is one thing I will forever regret… Never showing you how much I truly love you. You were my first true love, my first kiss.. My first for everything. Maybe that’s what makes this so hard. The fact that I’ll never find anyone quite like you. You were my drop of Jupiter.
Breaks my My heart everytime. 💔why was I so immature and stupid. I should’ve gives you the entire world bcuz god you deserved that and more. I’m so sorry my love. You deserved so much more while you were alive.😩 I love you so much. Gah damn 💔💔
I just really miss you.
